compassion requires a certain sensitivity, a thing that doesnt seem to come natural to me. i'm not saying that im not a compassionate person, however when it comes down to being compassionate i tend to overcompensate by being too empathetic (sometimes though). just like how i feel about my lack of ambition. i know i am an ambitious person, but only to an extent. how can i fix that? i'm inspired by those who have ambition to go for what they want. being ambitious is a great thing to endure, but being too ambitious, dangerous. i guess i just suck at balancing. which leads me to another thing
everyday my mom says to me, "what do you want to do ha?"
what do i want to do? i have no idea. there are so many options today, how am i supposed to limit myself to picking one thing that i want to do for the rest of my life. its just not in the cards for me to be that one specific thing, when i want to be and do soo much. but how can you do many things at once? and here comes that word again, balance. when you learn to balance everything in your life, then whats the problem?
get lost
